
( Extract from the private writings of Journal Four 2025)
The night was dark, but it wasn't the darkness of evil or ignorance; instead, it was a yearning for the Light that was to come. I felt a connection with the eternal consciousness, and even after the darkness departed from the body, it lingered in the world until everything came to an end.
Following the arrival of that small baby into the world, I remained enveloped in the love and peace of eternal consciousness. However, after several months, this beauty and tranquility began to erode, as societal conditioning and the pressures of the world's culture started to dominate and control the Light Essence within me. This influence blocked my awareness of the Light, and the pure consciousness within me became silenced—a voice that called out through the cracks of the illusion created by the world.
As the body grew, the Light Essence diminished and lost all power to the ego due to cultural domination blocking the flow of Light, preventing the manifestation of the Earth’s consciousness, increasing the Light in being.
Then there was suffering, alienation, forgetfulness and the pain of separation.
However, the Presence of Light remained, for it is the eternal now—a moment of Love that exists in this moment, calling, calling, remember.
Throughout history, there have been individuals who are not remembered. They were not great spiritual teachers, unlike those who we think of as spiritual masters sent by God, who followed gurus and proclaimed themselves enlightened, organizing disciples to spread the word.
Those claiming enlightenment were essentially impostors, and those who attached themselves as disciples to the Master were no greater than the Master, for by such attachment, they were merely copies of the Master and were limited by their attachment.
And that is the way of the world.
In the world, there are thousands of people who have never encountered a teacher or a mentor, yet they have discovered the true essence of reality by seeking within themselves. This journey is not easy; it involves overcoming the influence of the ego and rejecting all the lies and false desires that separate the Light Essence from the unity of Universal consciousness, which is Love—the eternal Presence.
It is the Love of the eternal presence when one comes into contact with that presence. In its depth, it draws the seeker into peace, awareness, and love, not the love of the world, but an enduring fire that scorches the ego, destroying all illusion.
It is as if one is overtaken by the sublime and dwells in the pleasure of being drunk within the oneness of love and union.
For hours, one cannot resist the power of the attractive state of inner union in the love and presence within.
There is no thought of becoming a teacher, for what is received inwardly remains within. There are no words, thoughts, or memories that can express the unknown, for the reality is beyond the world.
As such, there is nothing to teach, no ego or desire, only the stillness and awareness that has no form or voice that the world seeks loudly to proclaim.
When you look into the mirror of your inner self, you truly understand the nature of reality and truth. This understanding is deeply personal and cannot be shared with others. It exists everywhere, but it can only be accessed by rejecting the illusions and imperfections of the world, for there is nothing else to seek.
For the call comes from within.
COME – COME-I AM WAITING.
Bless you all
thank you this is so beautiful
Thank you.